about a month or so ago, i split up with my boyfriend of 6 months, we were engaged, spent a beautiful holiday together, i was madly in love, but by the end of the relationship, i felt like i was being treated like a housewife, so i ended it. I was strong for a while, even started seeing somebody else, this somebody else acted quite violent towards me, so i ended that..
i went to my friends funeral friday, which was incredibly difficult, but i saw my ex, who i was with for 6 months, and seeing him again, made me realise how much i love him, every single detail about him, so many things happened between us its impossible not to miss him. I spoke to him tonight, and told him how I feel, and i know i made the ex=wankers thread, but i was annoyed because he had my stuff lol. but now, everything i felt for him, has come flooding back.
I spoke to him tonight, and he told me that he still has those feelings, and they came back by seeing me again on friday, he says he needs time to think about us, because he doesn't want to get hurt again, but in all honesty, im a mess without him, i havent eaten, haven't slept..
basically, has anyone else been through this, and how did they cope, or what did they do? any advice would be brilliant,
sorry for the essay, but yeah... had to be said.