im currently 18 and at the age of 12 i feel in love with my best friend. i still love him now and finally told him yesterday. again. (i had once told him but later denied it) we have had a sexual r/ship in the past but he has a current gf of a year and a half and i just love everything about him and he knows this. and it breaks my heart to see him with her, they both know how i feel (she knew long before he did) and i promised we would never do anything again as long as he is with her but its too hard. what do i do ? also he says he has lost all feeling for me since he fell in love with his current gf and i know he doesnt mean to hurt me but does quite often. do i just leave and forget him. fight for him. or just bottle it up until the feeling has gone (which he thinks never will because thats the type of guy i am .. apparently) help?