I'm in a weird mood tonight. I can't sleep and I just keep going over things I wish I could say to people in my head. I hate feeling like this. I need some catharsis.

1. I really miss how close we used to be. I really feel like I've been pushed out of your life and that you'd rather be spending time with other people who you care about more than you care about me. That's fine, I guess it's not your fault, I just feel bitter that one of the main reasons you don't seem to have time for me is because of your fat shit of a boyfriend who is frankly dull, thoughtless and a general tit who I really believe is beneath you. I suppose I have a lot more ties to how things used to be and it's not as easy for me to just get on with my life as it is now because of how torn I am. I hope the summer will bring us back together rather than just push us further apart.

2. I'm really sorry for everything. I love you so much and you're the kindest, most virtuous person I know. I admire so much about you, and I hate myself more than you can ever understand for the hurt I must have put you though. I wish so much that things were back to how they were and that I hadn't treated you so badly. You're my best friend and I'm so glad that I have you in my life. I'm really scared for what the future holds and I hate how mixed my feelings are right now. I half wish that I could go back in time to when I was certain about everything, but I know that I've moved on and that I'm a very different person now. I'm not totally sure that this is what I need at the moment, and I wish so badly that this could have happened at some point in the future.

3. You're wonderful, stop worrying, and thank you.

4. I don't know where I start. There's so much I wish that I could tell you. You've been responsible for the person I've become over the last year and you're so much unlike anyone else I know. I'm really scared that we're going to lose touch soon because you're so independent and it seems like it's already starting to happen. You're really sweet and I don't think you realise just how much you mean to me, but I think it'd make you feel incredibly awkward if ever I were to tell you. I think I'm just going to have to trust that you're going to be there for me when I need you, and to remember that even if we aren't around each other 24/7 it doesn't mean that you don't care or that you don't want to spend time with me, just that you need space sometimes.

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This is a really good idea for a thread ^^

1. I wish you wouldn't get drunk as much as you do. It realy upsets me to see you like that. It's even worse when you get angry and you start shouting. Please stop.

2. I don't know why you act so wierd sometimes. I wish you would stop trying to make me do things in my personal life. It's none of your business and I'll do things when I feel confident enough to. Just because you got your heart broken doesn't mean you have to make sure I don't. I love you to bits and I know your intentions are good, but it's my life, so let me live it.

3. I can't believe you had the cheek to text me yesterday. I hate when you act like you've conveniently forgotten what happened between us. Do you not realise how upset you've made me? How much you've hurt me? Do you not realise saying those kind of things makes me not want to talk to you? It's just aswell I don't have credit because I would have torched you with very angry texts by now. You don't deserve to get away with the silent treatment. I hate you and yet I still love you at the same time. Thanks for confusing me again. -_-

4. I wish I could talk to you so badly, but you're so damn popular why would you lik me in the slightest? You're better off with someone who can actually form human speech around you. I just turn into a useless jabbering pile when I see you. It's not fair, I relly just want to tell you how much I like you.

5. You are an incredible waste of space. You bitch about people you don't even know for being sluts and call them "nutjobs" and then you get into a car with a 21 year old dude! Plus you can't spell. Which is mean, but you told me I was stupid [Well, you foolishly told your friend on public comments anyway, you idiot]
Wow. That feels so much better.

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1. I've never felt more used by a person in my whole entire life. Which is stupid because you cheated on your gf with me so it's hardly a meaningful thing but the next minute to see you go off with another girl and all you do is shine a torch in my face and say hi? And then to find out that the night before you'd been with my friend. Seriously. Anddd the worst part of it is, is that I think I actually quite like you, and obviously I'm never going to be seeing you again either so that's good isn't it.

2. I don't even know what you look like, I can't believe how drunk I was/what I did. What an idiot. I'm not shifting the blame because it was my fault but I do feel like you took advantage of me.

3. Now that you've told me I feel so much closer to you, I just want to talk to you about absolutely everything! It can't have been easy pretending to be straight for all that time but I'm just glad now that you've finally realised that it's ok not to be and that none of us care because we'd love you either way. And when we realised that it was the same guy for some reason I didn't care, because it's you.

4. One of these days I'll be over you. I'm getting closer but I don't think I'm quite there yet.

5. [I'm going to think about this one.]

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<3Becky

Be silenced.

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NEVAR

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<3Becky

I thought this thread was going to be like..

1. Quit acting like such a no it all bitch
2. Get out of the fast lane, fucktard!
3. I hate your guts!

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Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

1. After spending some time appart i realize what i really feel for you. You're a good bit older than me but age means nothing to me. I missed you like crazy those two days you were gone, it just dragged in. What i feel, it's obvious to everyone else, i only wish it was to you. Or maybe it is and you're chosing to ignore it? I'm not stupid, i know what i feel for you, it's all one sided, there is no way in hell you'd feel the same. I want us to get closer, i want you to decide when we're going camping. I want to know more about you. I want you to be happy. If nothing ever comes from this then i'd rather be your friend than nothing at all. I feel blessed to know you.

2. I'm not sure what you get out of anything you do. Does it make you feel powerful? In controll? You're an idiot. I wish you would change then maybe living with you would be bareable. I ask you to do ONE and all i get is "can't" Why did you say you could a few days ago? Don't fucking lie to me.

3. You are so immature. You've got to realize you're in your a grown woman and a 17 year old acts more mature than you. Your constant mood swings..I never know what mood i'm getting with you. I try to stay out of the way but you come find me! Stay the fuck away from me.

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1. eventhough these last few weeks i've been gradually realising that you're not so great, i still want you more than anything in the world right now. you're rude, insecure, anti-social, full of shit and, sometimes, cruel.. but you're somehow perfect for me and i hate that you don't see that i'm perfect for you.

2. i miss you. this place sucks without you. i'm so glad i finally met someone with my sense of humour, we've had such a laugh this year and you've made my second year at uni a million times better than last year. you don't fool me though, i know you're not a real friend. i know you would stab me in the back for a fiver. i know that you tried to make my awful situation worse. you're a manipulative, malignant, spiteful shit.. but you were so much fun.

3. i wish you no ill, i don't want to hurt your feelings but please fuck off.

4. i miss you more than i think i've ever missed anyone. i hate that it's turned out this way but i have to trust god that everything is in order. most of my current interests, the things that give me joy, i have because of you. you made me a better, more positive and faith filled person and i'll be eternally grateful. you're an angel.

1.) i love you so much yet you push me away because you feel that you aren't good enough for me,

2.) is it true?

3.) how dare you treat me like that when you know how much you mean to me as a friend, you think that because i trust you i have to do that. well i won't, this friendship should never have happend.....i'm sorry.

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GO DIG YOUR GRAVE AND GET YOUR FAMILY TO BURY YOU ALIVE AND THEN HAVE THEM KILL THEMSELVES.

jkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjkjk

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^you must have been a pleasure to have in class. lol

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1. I really don't like you. I don't hate you. Just really don't like you. You interfere with things that have nothing to do with you. You flirt with my boyfriend then when I nicely ask you to back off you get your sister on me which tbh I do think is rather pathetic. So what if you're a year younger than me. You have such a mouth on you. Oh and then you think its okay to tell your friends I threatened you when I didn't because I don't stoop down to your level of pathetic-ness. I hate seeing you everyday at school with a smile on your face. You don't know how much hurt you caused me. I hate the fact that you always think you're so tough when you're with your friends and yet when you're on your own you're nothing. You caused so many problems that weren't necessary all because you couldn't take the fact he's my boyfriend not yours and you were still upset about Jesse breaking up with you. Btw i've already told the girl half of this stuff which is kinda mean but oh well :\

2. I can't stand you. I think you're the most annoying person I've met. Your sense of humor isn't funny. You think everyone likes you when they don't. You boast about the fact you have sex a lot when actually nobody cares about your sex life. I think you're a prick. Oh yeah and you think you're all big and you think you're all this and that and that you're the smartest person ever. Well actually, you're pathetic, you're probably one of the dumbest people I know and yeahh :]

3. You speak your mind too much. Yeah it's good to speak your mind but you really do speak it too much. You say everything that comes to mind even if it makes people feel like shit. I think you need to start thinking before you speak and consider other people's feelings. But apart from that you're lovely :D

4. You treat her like utter shit! She can do so much better than you and yet she can't help but only want to be with you. The amount of times she's gone to break up with you but hasn't been able to bring herself to do it. You've caused her so much pain which she done nothing to deserve. You just don't seem to care about her. You constantly cause arguments with her. You lie to her. I mean, what kind of boyfriend goes swimming, gets some girls number, starts texting her and cancels going to his girlfriends to go meet up with this other girl and lies to his girlfriend. Not a very good boyfriend.


Aha I'm done, in a weird way it feels good to have got that off my chest !

^glad you feel better.

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1. Stop. stealing. all. my. friends.
our roommate says you're just jealous, but it's really
starting to hurt me to see every single friend I make running
around with you. You're going to lose me and so are they.

2. I really wish you would give us a chance to get to know
each other. I'm not interested in playing games and you're
3 years older than me...you would think you'd be past all the
hype behind "the chase" by now. I guess it's not meant to be.

3. You are seriously the only person I have here that hasn't let
me down. Please please please don't let me down.

4. I'm really sorry you feel the right to be rude to me just because
I wouldn't sleep with you. You were being conceited and I like
someone else....

5. I really appreciate you in my life but you really need to stop telling
me what to do, because I already have a mother I don't need another one.

6. I considered you one of my best friends I don't understand how after
all you saw me go through and the fact that we were friends before you two
were that you could leave me so easily. What hurts the most is that she keeps
doing it and you've seen it and now you're doing the same thing. I don't understand
what I'm doing.

7. I really miss you and need you. I've completely lost myself and you
were my rock. There are nights where I cry and I know you'd know what to
do to make it better...in one week i'll see you but with you're boyfriend with
you all the time I don't know how much we'll get to see each other...

blah. this all really needs to be resolved
oh and...

8. i hate you for taking my innocence, i didn't even know you.
i don't care how drunk you say you were it was supposed to be
something i gave to someone who's last name i knew at least.
and stop trying to text me and msg me on fb i don't want to talk to you.

Fuck me, it's weird how things change.

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I agree with you mine was gonna be:

Quit getting all up in my face bitch (My neighbour was complaining about my music being on, when I have to listen to her kids screaming 6am every morning!)

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1. I've completely and utterly betrayed you and I'm so sorry. Sleeping with him was the worst choice I've ever made in my whole life and I regret it constantly.

That's all though.

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